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  The Dude Abides I posted Monday, May 30, 2005

Look, I've got certain information, certain things have come to light, and uh, has it ever occurred to you, man, that given the nature of all this new shit, that, uh, instead of running around blaming me, that this whole thing might just be, not, you know, not just such a simple, but uh--you know?

   Casey @ 4:30 PM EDT | | Mood:

  Life sucks posted Wednesday, May 25, 2005

It's 1 am, my son is asleep in his room, and here I am crying my fucking eyes out.  I hate who I am.  Unattractive, unloved, so alone.

Sometime I wish I had never been born, because life is pain...and that's it.  Everything else is just an illusion to mask the pain of living.

Carrie does not love me, and never will.  Just another girl whom I cannot help but find appealing, gridning me into the dirt.

Just as well...it's where I belong.  Underfoot, where I can continue to be walked upon.

I hate my life.  The only thing I have left worth living for is my beautiful son who breathes life into me with each smile, hug and kiss.  And then along comes his golddigger of a mother who only cares about getting her monthly infusion of cash so she can buy herself stuff while Spencer wears hand me downs and takes him away from for days at a time.  Those days are spent doing nothing but working, sleeping, crying, wishing I was dead.  Thanks, Ex for knocking me down and kicking me till I could not get back up, all so you could have another man stick his cock up your ass.  You're no mother, you're a monster...and when Spencer sees it you'll lose him for good.  He'll need his rock...his daddy.  The one place he can go and know that unconditional love awaits him to sooth all the pains you inflict upon him, whether you see it or not.

If there was no Spencer, there would be no me.  Plain and simple.  For there really is nothing else to live for....not even myself being as ugly and unattractive as I am.  There is no place in this world for rejects like me, so the world would be better off had I never been conceived in the first place.

Now, I need to go finish my cry downstairs so I don't wake Spencer up.

Did I mention I hate who I am?

I do.

   Casey @ 11:28 PM EDT | | Mood:

  Islam = Hate posted Friday, May 20, 2005

Thank God for freedom of speech in thie country, because I am about to exercise it once again.

I am so sick and fucking tired of turning on the news to see a whiny, dirty, filthy bunch of ragheads burning and pissing on our flag over this whole alleged incident where some soldiers in Gitmo Bay flushed a copy of the Koran down the toilet.  So why is it that it's okay for these stank ass turban wearing fucks to piss on and burn our country's flag but when they get a little taste of their own medicine it's cause for a worldwide outrage?  Hypocrisy!  It only proves what a nasty and hateful religion Islam really is.

Now, I don't at all agree, like or support our joke of a president who runs around trying to show the world how big his dick really isn't, but for everything America has sacrificed in the name of freedom, it's time for you filthy Allah fearing douche bags to stop being such ingrates and get over your collective selves.  Take a fucking bath once in awhile.

I say if America is going to have to eat endless plates of shit for something that did or didn't happen, we fucking do it open and outright so the ragheads have a reason to bitch and complain.  Give me a copy of that usless pile of pulp fiction known as the Koran and I'll flush the Allah-damned thing down the toilet myself...after pissing on it and burning various sections of it at my sole discretion.

I mean, it's okay if the A-rabs do it to our flag, right?  I don't see any reason Dubya shouldn't show the world the Nazi fuck he really is and publically take a dump right on the cover of that crappy little comic book those body odor infested towelheads spill blood over.  Better yet, lets get one of the Bush twins (preferably Barbara, not that fat blond one) to jerk me off over it so I can spew my wad right on the first page.

And while were at it, deport everyone of 'em back to their mother country where they can piss and moan over their so called violated religion.  At least this way I could feel safe in my own country again and not have to move out of line in Disneyworld whenever one of those smelly shits gets in line behind me cause the stink is so bad.

If you hate America so much, then get the fuck out and stay out...otherwise if you are living in and profiting on this country then my first amendment rights give me the right to say what I've said, and all you can do is stand there and take it.

There is no Allah and it amuses me to no end when another wanna-be martyr offs himself thinking he'll be met in the afterlife as a hero with some number of virgins to make the trip worthwhile.  Ain't no such thing waiting for you, Aziz...all you've done is rid the world of one less fanatic...and thank Allah for that!

   Casey @ 9:01 PM EDT | | Mood:

  Vegas trip airline insanity part 1 posted Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Yes I made it back no thanks to Ted Airlines. Let me start with my flight to vegas. Ok so my flight is at 6:30 wed evening of which I show up around 4:30ish. I check in at the electronic counter thingy. I slide my CC through the little reader and I go through the motions of picking seats and such. when I goto finalize my information it states you must talk to the attendant as we cannot process your information at this time. Go figure I wanted to talk to an attendant anyways. I get all that stuff done and head to the gate. Let me tell you it is wonderful to have an arab last name. They may has well of stripsearched me. I finally make it to the gate and I am sitting there and over the loudspeaker at about 6:15 the lady states that they are currently looking for a crew for the flight Yes they did not have anyone to fly the plane. Now mind you I booked my flight about 2 months ago and they act like this was a last minute flight. Well we sit around for about a half an hour and they say the flight is cancelled and they will get us out on the the flight first thing in the morning. Well this is not happening to me as I have friends staying in my room. So I meander to the counter and after waiting in line for about 30 mins I finally get to talk to the guy. He is like what can I do for you. I put my ticket down on the counter and ask how he is planning on getting me to Vegas tonight. His witty reply was "With an attitude like that you are not getting there at all". Lets just say that pissed me off a wee bit. I looked him dead in the eyes and stated in a fairly booming voice "Look I understand there are alot of people pissed off and rightfully so but you do not need to catch an attitude with me as it is not I that screwed up and don't have a crew to fly a plane that had been booked for over two months." He then stated there was nothing I could do but wait for the flight leaving first thing in the morning. I laughed b/c what he didn't know is there was a flight leaving from tampa to las vegas departing at 8:45 on america west. I mentioned that to him as I had heard it from a few girls that were heading out there as well. He starts typing on his little keyboard and says ok you are booked on that flight. I state ok so now I am going to make it to vegas what are you going to do to compensate me for Teds screwup. Once again he catches an attitude with me and says nothing I am already putting you on a flight what more do you expect? I then ask to speak to his manager. The manager comes out and askes if he can help and I say yes you can. I have a problem and this DICK behind the counter has been no help what so ever. I glance over at the guy and he starts gritting his teeth and clenching his fists. I then go on and explain the situation to him and the manager goes I am so sorry for the inconvenience what would you like from me to reciprocate for all the issues you have gone through. I told him I want to fly first class on that american west flight. He then starts pecking away at the keyboard and says ok it is all set you have the last seat in first class. I tell him thank you and I head to the other airside. Well if going through security once wasn't bad enough try it a second time when you are rushing to catch a flight. I finally make it to the plane and get on as they were seating first class. I sit down and order a Captian and Coke. I start sipping my drink and look over and notice the girls whom told me about the flight were walking in. Their jaws on the floor asking me how did you get first class. My reply was I asked. Needless to say they were kicking themselves in the ass for not asking as well. The rest of the flight went without a hitch. I made it there and was wondering if my bags made it off the other flight and onto this one. Honestly I really didn't care at that point as I was exhausted. I waited and low and behold my bag falls onto the conveyor belt. I grab it and catch a cab to the luxor. I check in and run up to the room. As soon as I walk in my friend says it is good to see you and walks into the sitting room area and then comes back carrying another drink and says here you go....I say thanks you are the man. Well thats it until the return trip however that will be another post later this week. Until then take care and remember DO NOT FLY TED AIRLINES they are the worst airline I have ever been on (rather not been on) and I have flown quite a bit in my life. Look for Part 2 ( the trip back on TED) coming soon.

Chris

   Chris @ 4:37 PM EDT | | Mood: tired | Listening to: The news

  Vegas posted Monday, May 9, 2005

Yes so I am off to vegas in a couple of days......We are staying at the Luxor (you know the big pyramid). This trip started off as a bachelor party for Todd however turned in it just an excuse to goto Vegas and party as Todd is no longer engaged. I am getting there Wed night and I am going to hook up with Darrell and Wenoah.....This is going to be a good reunion of a bunch of high school friends......We have been discussing going to Blue Man Group one night (you know the blue people from the intel commercials). Doubt this will happen as I know this group it is going to be more hanging out at the tables rather than going out. Albeit gambling is fun but there is so much more to do in Vegas besides gambling ....Oh Well....TIme for me to run all....

Chef

   Chris @ 6:13 PM EDT | | Mood: ok | Listening to: Are you going to be my Girl (Jet)

  Making History posted Thursday, May 5, 2005

Today at 5:05:05 am & pm the time will be 05:05:05 05/05/05....

05.05.05 comes only once in 1000 years and coinciding with Thursday (5th Day of the week) comes only once in 7000 yrs.

Like...wow.

   Casey @ 2:17 PM EDT | | Mood:

  Blogeteers... posted Wednesday, May 4, 2005

To my fellow blogeteers:

Chris, headshot please.

I need a small bio from each of you for the "about" section please, plus the best email address for me to contact you so I don't have to post shit like this.  :P

We all have so many E-Mail addys, I don't know which to use.  Send requested info to my AOL email addy, pweeze

   Casey @ 6:56 PM EDT | | Mood:

  Drivers these days posted Tuesday, May 3, 2005

Evening all,

    Well I bet everyone was waiting for this topic to come around (or maybe not). Well today I was thinking of going down and visiting Matt after work however there was an accident on both enterances to the Franklin. So after an hour or so of waiting in bumber to bumper traffic (yes I am rethinking the whole manual transmission thing) I finally made it to westshore so I could pull a u turn and head home instead. I knew I was not going to make it to the club before 7 so I said screw it. . I drove down memorial heading to the Courtney cambell and ran into another traffic jam. I finally made it on to the causeway and got stuck behind some dipshit going 32 MPH in the fast lane with about a mile or so between him and the guy in front of him. Not to mention the idiot in the other lane going just slow enough so I could not swing it into the other lane to pass. To add insult to injury both of them are sitting on their phones. Now one would think that people would have enough common sense to drive in the slow lane when on the phone as I do but I guess not. So I finally dropped back and the person to the right of me did the same as soon as there was plenty of room I down shifted and kicked it. I flew past the guy next to me and slid into the right lane. I then blasted past the other idiot and as I blew by him he had this look on his face like "what did I do" Which leads me to my thought for the day. If you can't drive a car in the first place, what makes you think you can drive and talk on a phone at the same time? Why can't you annoy the people in the slow lane and let us whom know how to drive and like to drive go. Guess they must be jealous that my car can go over 32 MPH or they are too stupid to move over. Well thats enough for my rant of the day....Have a good one all

Chris

p.s. Some of you may think this is road rage but I was very calm and collected. Well the principal is simple if there is someone that wants to go faster than you be a kind person and move out of their way. I do if anyone actually drives at the same speed I do.....I bought my car to drive not to stay in 2nd gear.

   Chris @ 5:37 PM EDT | | Mood: aggravated | Listening to: Kid Rock - Cocky

  Welcome Chris posted Tuesday, May 3, 2005

In case there is still anyone reading this web log, I would like to introduce another one of my original Internet buddies from the old skool days (I'm talking mid 90's here folks) Chris a.k.a Chef Polo to the blogeteers.com clan.  Welcome Chris, glad to have you.  :)

So, to the rest of the blogeteers...who else from the Tampa Chat days are we missing, that's still around?  Any more importantly, worthy?  <eg>

Love you all.

   Casey @ 4:56 PM EDT | | Mood:

  Ran into an old co-worker today posted Monday, May 2, 2005

After picking up my new sunglasses today I made my way to the exit, as I was glancing at the stores I noticed this girl I used to work with. I said her name and she spun around. I said my hello's and what not and noticed there was a short line of cars forming behind me. I swung up the next isle and parked. Got out if the car and we started chatting about how things at Eckerd was going from what it sounds not too well. They evidently had some layoffs in the office. She survivded the cut yet another poor attempt at balancing the budget so the fat cats can get fatter.Anyways, she had also mentioned one of my friends had been passed over for a promotion whom I thought could do a good job at it. What can you do? We continued to chat for a few more minutes on how much everyone misses Kenny and myself there hehehe. I got back in my car and pondered for a moment and I thought I AM SO GLAD I AM OUT OF THAT PLACE. I then thought of something that my friend told me that every job is noting more than a stepping stone to something new. Always keep your options and your mind open as you never know where they are going to take you. Ok enough of my rambling for this evening.....Talk to you all later.....

Chris

   Chris @ 6:48 PM EDT | | Mood: blah | Listening to: Building a Mystery